‘With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.’ – Word of God – Gospel of the Kingdom
I remember that Sunday being in church when the Spirit came and told me that Psalms 91 was my Psalms.
So I went home and re-read to understand what was given unto me. But when I came to verse 16 I queried ‘Long life with HIV Lord?’
I went to Sunday night service and I will never forget the joy I felt when I heard the Bishop told the then Pastor to reread this verse. I know it was the Lord responding to me. So I was in joy.
So over the years I thought I was taken from the HIV virus but after the terrible experience of the past four years my Immune System decay and the virus started to affect me.
Today I am giving thanks unto the Lord Jesus Christ for letting me to be living in Salvation. Yes I thought I was healed from the HIV virus but the Lord knows why He still have it with me.
Over the years my sisters disown me and recently my dad tried to kill me. But I see the support the Lord my God given unto me and I am thankful for it.
Even the church that I baptized within rejected me but the Son of man who came to save lives and who is Lord showed that I am His.
Yes I have started taking my ARV and I am hoping I will soon receive the house I applied for. But I am thankful for the Lord Jesus Christ great work in my life.
Since this lastest understanding of my living life I think about committing suicide. But it would mean that I am ungrateful unto the Lord my God who have been with me since I heard voice of the Son of God in June 2010.
Yes I am disappointed still living with the HIV but it is the burden of the Lord now and so it is light unto me and not the darkness it was.
May the blood of the Lamb of God continue to cover me. May the goodness and favour of the Lord continue to be a blessing unto all who are my support. May Love continue to be my strength and may salvation continue to be my life in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen
Worship God in Spirit and in Truth. Seek Repentance and Remission of Sins in the name of Christ. Hugs