‘And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said unto me, See thou do it not: I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy. I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star.- Testimony of Jesus Christ – Gospel of the Kingdom
I am here looking back at my past living. How I thought I knew my parents and sisters. As a Sinner I thought I couldn’t live without them and I thought I knew them.
Simple because I love them and persons taught me that loving them was the best thing for me but I never know them.
I never knew they had an hidden secret and their secrets were what were giving me pain and sorrows.
I started to compare them with Jesus. I being a sinner thought I knew who was Jesus. I make my vow at age 15 at my first baptism that I will follow Jesus until the day I die.
Yet just like my parents and sisters I never KNOW Him. I have Him as a Spirit and the knowledge that I needed Him but I never know Him in His Truth.
I had to be drawn to Jesus Christ and in finding myself in Him I learned and know the hatred Daddy and my eldest sister carried for me over the years.
The fight my mother couldn’t win for me. Yet decided to do what she thought was best for the family.
It let me to also learned and have the True Jesus. This Spirit which belongs unto a Covenant spoken by the Heavenly Father unto David.
Looking back at my living being a SINNER let me to understand the importance of Repentance. Yes I was battered by the very ones I loved but in their attempts in trying to destroy my Soul I learned to Love and Believe.
Being a Servant of Jesus Christ gives unto me a Joy I always wanted. I wanted to be Loved and to know that I am Loved.
This is what Jesus have given unto me in the Name of Jesus Christ.
Jesus being the Spirit of Prophecy let me to live in Hope of what were spoken by the Father of Jesus Christ.
Jesus being the Root and off Spring of David let me to have the reassurance that I am being held in righteousness having a living soul.
Jesus being the Bright and Morning Star shining from me let me to have the confidence and courage that He is with me.
Yes sometimes I looked at my now slim body, the darken hue of my skin and the pills I am taking tears fell from my eyes.
But I used the Loving kindness of the Lord and the righteous judgment of the Lord God Almighty to comfort me in the Holy Ghost.
Jesus the True Jesus helped me to have a relationship with God. The knowledge of the Will of God let me to forgive.
This night I just looked towards the day the Lord God have given unto me and to give thanks that God indeed gives the Water of Life.
May you receive the True Jesus the Covenant of Righteousness.
Worship God in Spirit and in Truth. Seek Repentance and Remission of sins in the Name of Christ. hugs